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[09 Aug 2004|12:10pm]

omfg it's a cat fetus...

I adopted a cute lil' kitty fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

ok i stole this idea from sumone elses journal too....

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random quizzes from www.thisisacryforhelp.com [09 Aug 2004|12:06pm]

[ mood | sick ]

I am Diarrhea .

Diarrhea's are by far the most humorous of all the shits going for the big laugh at all costs. From fart jokes to slapstick humor Diarrhea's are know for pulling out the stops when it comes to shits and giggles... though Diarrhea's do have their down sides.. And like the sad clowns they are, Diarrhea's are actually dying inside and prone to suicide and even murder...
What Kinda Shit Are You?

What
is your Anti-Drug?

*barfs*

don't do the suicide quiz or the death one unless ur ok with seeing real mutulated and nakid dead ppl...... arrrrrgggg ewwwwwwww i'm scarred.....

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i ammmmm sooooooo sick.... [09 Aug 2004|10:11am]

[ mood | sick ]

blah....

you don't even wanna know....

:(

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more quizzes..... [07 Aug 2004|08:14pm]

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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/G/ghettokitty/1047299558_izdominant.jpg" border="0" alt="dominant"> You have a dominant kiss- you take charge and make sure your partner can feel it! Done artfully, it can be very satisfactory if he/she is into you playing the dominant role MEORW!
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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/C/coreina/1080315267_raaaa2.bmp.jpg" border="0" alt="2"> PASSIONATE LOVER. You love to love, always looking for a relationship. You cannot live without it. Your lover must be passionate and you want that you and your partner melt into each other. He/She should not try to take the domination . You dont want a relationship without passion, and the sexuality plays a big part. The first moment you meet him/her is one of the most important. There has to be something between you , you cannot explain. From the first moment on everything must fix.
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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/1034277815_tioncuddle.jpg" border="0" alt="cuddle and a kiss"> cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be close to your special someone and feel warm, comfortable, and needed
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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/C/carmabell/1087858770_esnightpic.jpg" border="0" alt="Night"> You're Element is Night. You're a loner who is very creative but never show your work to anyone. You may smile a little but sadness or loneliness surround you and other can feel it when they're near you. You have a dark or unusual beauty that makes you mysterious and you probably have a lot of secrets that you've never told anyone. You're beauty is intriging and unorthidox but the real thing that makes you special is your eyes. Something in them makes them like Diamonds in the Rough.
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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/C/coolcatcatherine/1059512927_deringeyes.jpg" border="0" alt="Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and as many say "Your head is in the clouds." "> Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and as many say "Your head is in the clouds."
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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/I/Iceangel143/1078078289_uresAnimal.JPG" border="0" alt="ANIMAL"> You have an animal soul! Arent you lucky! You are very interactive with animals and can understand them even if you dont speak their tongue. The birds arent afraid of you, deer can eat out of your palm, and every dog will roll over for you. As an Animal Soul, you follow your instinct, sometimes making rash decisions, and not thinking properly. If you dont understand something, you reject and push it away, and can get very disastrous when angry. At the same time, youre a very kind person who can make people feel better, and are understanding and compassionate. One of the great things about you is that your rarely jealous, and know that you have to share and help other people if you want to survive this world. You are very loyal and optimistic, and can make it through the toughest times.
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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/X/xdeadxstarx/1043989612_icturesRed.JPG" border="0" alt=""> Your Heart is Red
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you think that you can take me...? [07 Aug 2004|11:45am]

[ mood | bored ]

I am: Kitty
I love: josh and sexy mini skirts! (shhh... don't tell josh)

I fear: death and my mood swings (how they affect ppl)
I hope: i can get my shit together by college
I hear: my thoughts telling me what to write... (no they are not voices!)
I regret: nothing any more... i've let it all go...
I cry: sometimes, not as much as i used to/ happy tears!
I care: for my family, my lover, and my future
I always:make things worse sometimes
I believe: we all have a purpose, but we won't find it unless we open up..
I listen: to my intuition over sumone elses opinion
I sing: ,sing with out a reason... (j/k) when i have nothing else to do
I dance: when i just can't sit still
I write: about random things
I learn: from doing things
I feel: tired but content
I know: the pieces will fall back into place
I say: things sometimes that only i understand
I dream: often and of things i wish would happen
I wonder: if i'm living my life right
I want: to be strong and stable this year
I fell:in love and i just can't stop falling... :) ~<3~ @---^-------
I need: to find inner peace

[Four beverages you drink frequently...]
1. arizona diet green tea
2. water
3. diet coke
4. milk

[four things to do when you're bored...]
1: draw
2: sleep
3: hang out w/ ppl
4: do chores

[Four things that never fail to cheer you up...]
1: josh
2: art/ painting
3: sleeping
4: shopping (and definately not for clothes!)

[Four things you can't live without...]
1: josh
2: my friends
3: chocolate
4: my bed

[About two years ago...]
1: i was 15 years old
2: i was a sophomore, and i started to like high school a little better
3: i was "with" josh about twice... (don't ask)
4: i wanted my driver's licence sooooo bad...

[About one year ago...]
1: I GOT MY LISENCE!!
2: i went out w/ josh <3 (again)
3: i hung out with one of the coolest groups of ppl
4: i got my first car and then sold it :(

[Today...]
1:i am sitting in my pajamas
2: i woke up at 5 am to get something to drink?
3: i had a dream about a black cat with trueblue eyes and it turned into a puppy and i bought it... (i wish i had one D:)
4: i went on-line hence i am here

[4 things you dislike...]
1: spiders
2: ppl who judge others
3: druggies
4: dirty bathrooms

[CD's from your collection that you will never get tired of...]
1: three days grace
2: korn- take a look in the mirror
3: Smile Empty Soul - Smile Empty Soul
4: green day- dookie
5: dashboard confesional

[Four vacations you have taken...]
1: florida
2: pensilvania
3: cape cod
4: a 7 day carribian cruze... (jamacia, cozmeul, santa cruze)

[Your favorite...]
gum: orbit
restaurant: ginzo (japanese haba guchi restruant in bloomfireld connecticut)
drink: arizona diet green tea
season: summer
type of weather: cool and sunny
emotion: boing!
thing to do on a half day: sleeeeeeeeep!
late-night activity: writing in my kitty journal... :) (not this one)

[The last...]
time you cried: 5 days ago
time you laughed: yesterday
time you hugged someone: yesterday
time you felt depressed: 2 weeks ago
time you felt overworked: while my dad was home this week 4 vacation... he made me do somany chores :(
word you said: they changed da!
thing you ate: grham cracker teady bears
thing you drank: diet coke
song you listened to: i donno
place you went to: the basement
movie you saw: hell boy
song that was stuck in your head: talk to the one...
person that called you: josh
tv Show you watched: 20 20 or sumthing
person you were thinking of: josh

[About your...]
height: 5'.5"
hair color: black
siblings: rawr and computer boy
natural hair color: brown... well black if you count the fact that my hair i was born with was really black....
eye color at birth: i donno
eye color now: huny brown
birthdate: blah/blah/meow
sign: pieces
current Age: meow
siblings names: i already told you!
school: Minnechaug
current grade: going into12th!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wooooooooooooooooohoooo!
college plans: donno yet

i borrowed this quiz.... XD obviously.....
rawr!

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you wish you knew but you really don't.... [06 Aug 2004|05:51pm]

[ mood | grateful ]

[ music | mEoW! ]

i'm tired... i donno if i'm gunna chill with josh today or what... he hasn't called me back yet or nuthing... he's probably still showering....
shaina's back
she's being a little nicer.... i feel bad... the kid she liked lives in PA and she didn't even get his address but she got pics and is going back next year...
she is like me and hangs out w/ mostly guys lol....

k... kool shit... i do have the job... :) it's a definate.... greg is a cook there, becky is either waitressing or hostest... and i'm a busperson i've got like one of the hardest jobs... i make $4.50 an hour plus i split tips w/ the waitress who shares the tables w/ me.... XD

i start last week of aug... which sux cuz i won't have as much mulah $$ for school clothes... but oh well... atleast i've got a job... :)
FINALLY! n' soon i'll get a freakin e-bay account and a p.o. box so i can sell all that shit i don't want ny more and get my muneh back... so i can spend it on the shit i really need like clothes.... XD

i spent like 15dollas on fucking 10gage earrings... D: and i can't put them in... fuck.... my ear holes need to strech a little more... i'll get 12 gage cuz thoes will fit better i now know... rawr...
josh wants to get his ears done still... i think my dad is all talk sumtimes... and if josh had them done already he wouldn't say more than one damn thing and then shuddap... so he still wants to do it... and he wants to do wut matt jeny did, w/ the nose piercing and hiding the loop up his nose... no one knows...(bull ring piercing on the nose)
and he wants to get his nipples pierced.... ohhhh sexy ;)

this winter I AM getting my belly button pierced... *nods* i don't care if my dad doesn't like it... my mum sed i cud a while ago and so i am... then on my 18 birthday i'm getting a tiny stud for my nose done like i've wanted since i was in 7th grade!

i hope we get the damn scheduals in the mail soon i'm sick of waiting... :(

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yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyy! [31 Jul 2004|01:59pm]

[ mood | excited ]

[ music | meow ]

guess what!?!?!?!?!?!
i finally got a job!
wooooooohoooo

it's at a pub.... which is random.... but i finnaly gots me one and becky will be working there tooooo so i'll know sumone....

i have to bust tables or wash dishes but i don't care... eventually i'll get to waitress and i'll get tips but my job now will be pretty easy....

why i like this job:
- the dress code:
it's allllllllll BLACK! black pants, blackt-shirt, and black shoes (i hope we get black aprons too)
- it will be mostlikely air conditioned and heated... that's a plus
- i will get more hours than i would if i went back to rices...
-becky will be working there :)
i'm soo happy.... :)

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one mooooooooooooooorrreee thing.... [31 Jul 2004|12:10pm]

[ mood | pensive ]

[ music | none ]

k... i forgot sum stuff in my last entery.....

my rent's bought two new pieces of exercize equiptment... yay only a few days ago...
they got the butt and thigh latteral thingy, and it's grate, i used it for the first time today.... i did 2 sets of 100 reps... which means i did 200 reps! and my legs were killing me and i was sweating like crazy which means it must be working... yay! and i plan on doing the same thing again tonight... cuz it only takes 20 mins not even... and after i can barely walk lol...
then they got a new stationary bike, cuz on our old one it sucks and the seat is hard and goes up ur ass crack... on this one you can sit comfortably cuz it's got a cusshioned seat and it's larger and ur whole ass can sit on it instead of it going up ur crack... and it's got other stuff on it too, like it can tell u ur heart rate n' shit....
but i have to wait to use that till the other bike is gone and they assemble this one.... yay, i'm not gunna have a fat ass no more :) and maybe i'll fit into clothes better...

ok:
i'm *NOT* trying to lose increadible amouts of weight...
but i *AM* going to try and get in shape by the time school starts...
i *WILL* exercize atleast 5 times a week if not every day...
and i *WILL* eat healthier than i have been...
but i *WILL* not deprive myself from chocolate.... lol

ok besides that next week my dad is bringing josh and i to visit schools... on the first day we're gunna visit local ones like stcc or westfield state college or holyoke... then like the next day we'll go to conecticut to visit the hartford school of art, and barron institute of technology... and i also want to go to boston to visit the art institute but that might be another day... depending....
josh and i are probably going to stcc for our first two years anyways...
becky will be there tho which is cool, and i figue josh and i could car pool and save on gas...

no job yet... :( the closer it gets to school the sadder this makes me... i really want one... other wise i have absolutely no money to buy any clothes for school... and that makes me really sad cuz i have like almost nothing....
i am going to rices today to see if they will need help at the peach festival... maybe then they will rehire me... and i don't care if i get few hours...i just want to go back.... ;_;

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all chirping and or loud little animals should DIE! [31 Jul 2004|10:02am]

[ mood | bouncy ]

[ music | aperfectcircle ]

my bird wouldn't let me sleep this morning....... so i am tired ((@))((@)) he wouldn't SHUT THE FUCK UP!

arrrgggg.... lol

oh well... yesterday was pretty good... i saw josh from like 8 am to 11pm
we were supposed to be going to the beach which is why he came over earlie but after we had breakfast (micky mouse waffles that my ma made using her like 1million yr old waffle iron lol, they were still good) we sat on the coutch to check the weather and my rents joined us by sitting on the other couch, my bro and sis were still asleep, and soon my rents and josh and i had passed out on the couches and didn't wake up till about noon-ish... by then they didn't want to go anymore... i didn't really wan't to go at all... but oh well...

i don't really remember much of what we did but i think that's because we didn't do much anyways.... we went to the grocerie store around 3... (just josh and i like usual)
and nuthing too exciting happened... went then to the cvs near his house to get the diet arizona green tea drinks wich are like 2 for a buck... which is awsome... but they only had regular...:( so i got that...

then with some convinsing we got my dad to bring us to bloomfield or sumthing in conecticut to go eat at this awsome japanese place... ginko or sumthing.... we sat where the chef cooks infront of you... i forget what it's called... and he like puts on a show it's soo cool... i got crab sushi rolls ... mmmmmmmmmmm.... :p youm :)
and the combination chicken and shrimp... the noodles and fried rice were also made in front of you too... and they were sooooooooooooooooo good.... even the broth soup that you get first was good... it tasted like ramen noodle broth.... and then i got FRIED-ICECREAM! mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.... that was like the best!

josh loved it.... damn every one loved it.... :) jojsh and i are going there for our one year anaversary which is in november... :) but next time we are reserving one of those booth rooms where you sit on the ground and you have to leave the shoes on the steps and u can close the door thingy.... it's like a traditional kindof thing...
(hibashi - that's what i think it's called when they cook infront of you)

today i can't see josh tho he hass to do his boyscout project... and then he is hanging out w/ his cousin.... but that's ok i like saw him for almost every day this week sept one day....
today i'm probably gunna paint and finish the painting i started in thurs day which is comming out soooooooo sexy.....
i changed my character now she is grey black and white with pink on her ears and eye design and a small pink heart tatoo on her tail...her left foot and right paw are black, and her right foot and left paw are white... the end of her tail is also black... (she doesn't have stries on her tail any more.) and her mussle is white....
she is wearing that skirt i want form hottopic and the background is purple and pink and looks awsome...

omg... my mom and sister and i went to terri's house to visit on fri and we saw that she had bunnies two of em were seporated ... she thought thoes were girls... but she was wrong.... (oh yeah she has 6 rabbits) the boy on started humpping the other... but we thought the girl one might have been already pregnant cuz her belly was hanging low.... so we decided to seperate them to see if she was... cuz if she was and she had the babies, the boy one would kill them... becuase boys are assholes... lol (no, but they really do, do that) so we did and then she called the next morning to tell us that she had the babies... yay! so if my mom sister and i had not said we thought she was pregnant and help watch her 3 kids while she seperated them there would have been dead baby bunnies in the morning... i can't wait to see them :)

i can't wait till i get my schedual for school... i wanna know my classes and lunch... i really hope i have lunch with josh both semesters... (crosses fingers)

i'm growing my hair out! probably only a little past my shoulders but my mom said if i did she 'd let me go to a hair dresser and have it treated so it'd stay straight.... yay!

this winter i've decide i'm getting my belly button done... :) yay i saw the cutest cat belly ring at hottopic... hehehe... i'm pretty sure my mom will bring me and if not i'm going my self for my birthday
then after i graduate or sooner i'm getting my nose pierced.... heheh i've wanted to for like forever.. since like 7th grade...

i'm hungery......

buhbyes <3

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here i am YET AGAIN... in my dark little fuking hole of [joy] ..... yeah right [20 Jul 2004|05:51pm]

[ mood | depressed ]

[ music | three days grace ]

i'm fucking sick of being me...
if i was anyone else maybe i'd be happy....

my room is a fucking mess.... i still don't have a fucking job like i was supposed to....
i don't feel well.... like i can't even explain it.... mostly depressed....
i'm sure josh is gonna be happy to come home to this again... the last time he left he came home to me being depressed....
i fucking hate being alone and home all fucking day in my room....
there is nothing else to do....
i could clean my room but i'm too fucking tired and it'd require energy of which i have none....

i went for a walk and thought it'd help.... nope...

you know when ur fat it's grate walking and having ur fucking thighs smack againast eachother... wheeeee.....

i'm supposed to hang out w/ becky and matt and brandon 2morrow
but i FEEL LIKE SHIT.... so i donno if will....

i miss josh... and every time i have to hang up with him after talking for what like 5 to 10 mins i feel like fucking crying... and sometimes i do... and then when i'm on the phone with him i'm bitchy cuz i miss him and i know i can only talk for like a little time and i have to scream just so he can hear me and i hear only like half of what he says cuz of shitty reception...

i can't wait to go back to school.... and i think that's the saddest of them all....

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:( why is it when u want something... you have to fight really hard to get it, while others just get the same thing handed to them? [15 Jul 2004|12:21pm]

[ mood | anxious ]

[ music | meant to live- switchfoot ]

goin to the mall soon with joshie poohs.... gunna herass the hottopic ppl again about calling us for an interview.... i realllllllllly reallllly want that job..... like know one knows.... i'm gunna ask wut i have to do to get the job... and then i'll do it if it's reasonable....i won't sleep w/ anyone for it... and i won't break up with josh... and i am not eating anysort of testicles....:0

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a place to call my own? [13 Jul 2004|12:56pm]

[ mood | hopeful ]

[ music | step up- punisher theme song? ]

still have to figure out electricity, plumbing, and costs.... :0

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tired of running..... [12 Jul 2004|03:57pm]

[ mood | cynical ]

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u don't know what you don't see.... [12 Jul 2004|03:07pm]

[ mood | frustrated ]

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cats don't eat carrots [11 Jul 2004|06:59pm]

[ mood | mischievous ]

[ music | simple man- shinedown (i hate this song) ]

i've decided to go vegidabletarinismist.... lol....(vegetarian)
vegi bergers aren't that bad .... *shrugs*

i <3 the one in black... he's the prettiest twin

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bald little kitty [09 Jul 2004|09:19am]

[ mood | busy ]

[ music | meow mix song ]

i tried

D: i have to go clean now...
BIATCH!

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so cold i'm almos numb.... [08 Jul 2004|09:25pm]

[ mood | tired ]

[ music | stellar incubus ]

i can't sleep....
i can't sleep.... i can't sleep....i can't sleep
D:

my hands are so cold.... and i have to wake up early 2morrow :(

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i have an evil twin..... [08 Jul 2004|09:03am]

[ mood | melancholy ]

[ music | none my ears are stupid ]

meh.... not too much going on... i woke up not too long ago ut i wouldn't go by the time on my computer's clock if that's how this site marks it... because my computer lies.... and everytime i try to fix it it unfixes it's self......
i'm sitting here trying not to eat... yay!.... :(
my dad was mean and asked why josh wasn't over and sed he could have but it was too late last night after he had called on his way home from work saying he didn't need the chainsaw from him to not bother going. so i figured that meant josh too....
i have to make desert tonight so i can bring josh over to my uncles house to eat....w/e
got my hair cut i don't like it cuz i think he cut the bangs too short... :( and it makes my face look fat.... arrrrggg among other things *sigh*
maybe i'll take a walk seeings how i need one.... hahahahahaha.....
yeah.............

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paint me a pretty picture and then seperate me from the rest... [06 Jul 2004|12:54pm]

[ mood | contemplative ]

[ music | maschine head ]

feeling a little better...
-few days back my mom took me to the craft store and i bought a crap load of art supplies... $100 dollars worth! parents lent me the mulah... mostlikely will pay them back once i have a JOB! then i bought sum flower pots... which i paint... some are pretty cool... i'll probably do a bunch more and sell them for mulah :) as part of a gardening kit or sumthing...
-fri i went to see fireworks with joshie-pooh... they were awsome.. but i had to pee and the line to da girls room was reallllllllllllllllllllllly reallllllllllllllly lonnnnnnnnnnnnggggg so some woman who was in the guys room line told me i should go in the dudes room and just have josh hold the door... which is what i did.. and it freaked the shit out of me to piss in the dudes bathroom but josh was there so i felt a bit safer...
-yesterday went to a pretty cool family kind of cook out with josh and met a crap load of his family on his mom's side... his cousins were cool... i just felt stupid about having one drink and already being out of it... didn't make me feel any better either...josh kinda made fun of me but later appologized... soo....
-today i wanted to run over a bunch of stupid old people who can't drive for shit and think they like know it all... one woman had enough room on the other side of her fat ass car but decided she wanted to pass by my car which was parked on the side of the road almost hitting me and the started screaming at me to fucking move.... ahhhhrrrrrrrrggggg... die! the others cut me off where i almost hit them..... they suck worse than new drivers! alll old people should have to take a required yearly test that should be free to see whether or not they are competent to drive...
-i am going for a hair cut although i told my mom i want to do it myself... but what ever...
- i also asked if i could eventually move up into the room above the garage if i were to finish it...mom sed she'd think about it...
-i'm thinking about buying my own car by the end of next summer... i think i might need one sooner if my brother is going to drive anytime soon...
-k.... i donno wut else to write........... ooooooohhh yeah for sumreason the art's been better.... meh that's a plus i'm still fat and lazy tho... waiting for that job avaiable from where i used to work... should be by august if not sooner.... :)

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watch me fall... [01 Jul 2004|03:41pm]

can you see the tears that form behind my fake smiles
can you see the pain that slowly grows inside
it's like i'm choking
devouring and always wanting more...
noting can stop me ... falling through the floor

hold me tight tell me you care...
the voiced they won't ever leave my head clear...
speak up, louder, cuz i can barely hear..
over what seems to be a dull roar of lies building up
i'm falling harder now...

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